Mixed feelings

I did what's not supposed to be done and what i won't be doing normally.

But i still did it.

Nobody will understand this post, except for you and me.

Should i break the wall or should i not? Since the chance is that i might break the wall, i've decided i'll try my best to break the wall. Even if at the end the wall stands upright without a single crack, there won't be any resentment or regrets.

To regret not doing something is worse than regret doing something. Of course, to regret both not doing and doing something is the worse. So, i'll do it and though i might regret it, at least i don't regret not doing it few years down the road.

Whatever it will be, whether i succeed or not, i hope at least we remain the closest friends ever, no matter what will happens.

To you: There's really no needs to think so much, just let nature take its course. If it has to be, it has to be, if it doesn't mean to be, it will never be. So why control? =))