Its over...

I've always felt the loneliness in you, I know that you are always sad and cried because you cant see me.

I'm selfish? Maybe if I am, I will be with you all the time. I have the responsibility towards fulfilling my mother's spending and wish on me to complete my university degree. I have a monthly $500 insurance to pay each month. I have work responsibility to fulfill, on 6 projects right now and covering 4 other projects. I have endless meetings, school projects and assignments to be done, all of them new subjects for me, can't have an easy time like the past few terms. I'm the school club president, can i abandon the whole club? I'm selfish? Maybe if I am, I would have a few more hours to sleep...

Always putting our rings on my finger is my way to show my love for you, have anticipated my less time long ago and had mentioned to you way before we got together...

Trying hard not to take back the ring from you, distracting time and again (do I have to say out?), since you insist, there's nothing more for me to say, nothing left for me to do, its all your decision.

Seeing you leave, it hurts... but it might be a better route for you because I am not the one for you, I don't have enough time for you, and all you wanted is time spent with your loved one.

This time you leave, I will feel less guilty for you will stop being upset and stop crying all the time...

Its over... don't everyone wish they just had more time? ... ...