Saturday, October 25, 2008

Sorry Darling

Opening up my laptop only to see it filled with spams like porn, gamble, advertisements and such, is really angry. AVG suxor, I need a better anti-virus software that is free.

Projects, and assignments are all pilling up. Stress? No way, but its my responsibility to finish them not only for myself but for the groups as well.

Exams are looming dangerously near as well.

I admit my mood recently will not be that good, so don't cross my paths especially doing something I absolutely loath totally.

Darling, I just need your care and concern, and your understanding at most. Please understand that not I don't wanna meet you, I have my schedule to meet, I tried my best, but you never know. Actually on friday I didn't wanna meet you because totally deprived of sleep and I have so much to do still. When you asked last minute for dinner, I still did, because I really wanted to see you and I know you miss me too. =)) My plan was to actually stay in school today to finish up everything and go home with you later. *SIGH*

Whatever it is darling, still want to let you know, you are everything I wished for, just you need to know treating a bf/gf is totally different from treating friends. And stop asking if I will ever regret, told you umpteen times I won't so stop asking, it just makes me angry that you have no trust in me ever. And stop saying you regret, say it only when you mean it, it hurts to hear you saying it.

Lastly... I still have to apologise for my bad mood recently, please bear with me, darling, I love you and I know and wish we can walk far further down the road together, will you?

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