Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Valentines Day

Woo yea.. Valentines Day is approaching again! Am i working on that day? Luckily for now no. And guess what? I would stay at home and rot instead of going to school, which ever meetings there would be, i would definitely reject going to school on that day. To all my project mates, find your soul mates and spend the day with him/her, NO MORE project meetings on this day please, if you do ARRANGE any meetings, you would find me absent.

Should i or should i not? I want to buy those lovely chocolates and roses and ask her out for dinner, but is it too obvious? Most probably she will reject anyway as she has rejected so many times.

Woo yea.. Valentines Day, what a day it is. Which Valentines Day will it be when i can finally celebrate with you? How much longer can i wait for you? Even as the love goes lesser day by day, there will never be an end to it until you say its impossible, a YES will re-ignite the flame to its fullest, and i promise i won't hurt you again as i used to do so naively. Chances wasted never come back, all i am begging for is just one more chance, will it ever come?

If theres absolutely no more chance, please please tell me straight so my love for you can die totally, and my heart can open for someone else. If you are reading this, just if you are, you know who you are.

I'm trying my best, trying my best... its been 5 years... Why can't i just let go? Maybe because you are the very first girl who made me feel the chemistry and is the biggest regret of my life thus far. If i can turn the clock back, i would never deny that i love you.

It is always the right place, right person but always the wrong time... God would you please be fair to me and for once give me the right time?

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