Rejected

Haiz... last time didn't take action... was wrong...

Now taking actions... still wrong! As again, it is the wrong timing i guess...

All i ask for is just one more chance, guess theres no more, i shouldn't continue asking for more since its been my fault all along.

Thank you, i will and can finally let go, and let my heart be open once more.

I love you before, still am loving you currently, and will continue to love you in future no matter how small the flame will become.

You have been the first, and through this experience, i learnt alot even if you might not agree. I had hope you would have been the last, but guess you dun want it to be that way. Nonetheless, i'm still so grateful that you appeared in my life, i would still treasure you as always even as simply just a friend.

31/01/08

Must be amazed by the title right? I think no one will understand it except for the people involved...

Feeling super low and tired, i need more sleep... maybe more exercise... super lethargic... Actually, its just my mind getting more worried and anxious...

Its just getting closer to the dates, important dates, and i'm not getting the reply yet...

Please be positive no matter how late the reply is...

I wish, i hope, but everyone knows dream is always a dream and never the reality...

:(( :(( :(( (YM) :'( :'( :'( (MSN)

Valentines Day

Woo yea.. Valentines Day is approaching again! Am i working on that day? Luckily for now no. And guess what? I would stay at home and rot instead of going to school, which ever meetings there would be, i would definitely reject going to school on that day. To all my project mates, find your soul mates and spend the day with him/her, NO MORE project meetings on this day please, if you do ARRANGE any meetings, you would find me absent.

Should i or should i not? I want to buy those lovely chocolates and roses and ask her out for dinner, but is it too obvious? Most probably she will reject anyway as she has rejected so many times.

Woo yea.. Valentines Day, what a day it is. Which Valentines Day will it be when i can finally celebrate with you? How much longer can i wait for you? Even as the love goes lesser day by day, there will never be an end to it until you say its impossible, a YES will re-ignite the flame to its fullest, and i promise i won't hurt you again as i used to do so naively. Chances wasted never come back, all i am begging for is just one more chance, will it ever come?

If theres absolutely no more chance, please please tell me straight so my love for you can die totally, and my heart can open for someone else. If you are reading this, just if you are, you know who you are.

I'm trying my best, trying my best... its been 5 years... Why can't i just let go? Maybe because you are the very first girl who made me feel the chemistry and is the biggest regret of my life thus far. If i can turn the clock back, i would never deny that i love you.

It is always the right place, right person but always the wrong time... God would you please be fair to me and for once give me the right time?

Reviving the blog...

Hahaha, i've been too lazy and have not been blogging for like ages. But i'll start blogging again. I've bad memories, and always do not take photographs. At least i hope these blogs posts can let me look back and refresh my memories on what i have done or experienced through my life. Its also a better way for people to know me for who i am. Dear friends, i'm reviving my blog =)

Just did rock climbing 3 days ago, haha.. used to be able to climb to the top but haven't been training for ages, too weak. And i notice i'm getting fatter too! Have been splurging too much on food!!

Anyway, i will start resuming my running and start training up again, one day, you will see the Fit Aaron again, able to carry a gal in my arm. How long ago was there? maybe 6-7 years ago, haha.

Cloverfield

Cloverfield... a show depicting how each individual will react in their own during a crisis, a very smart move from the director to have the camera view taken into the actors themselves, a vivid life scene.

Many people complains about the camera, some feels nauseous, some wants to faint after the movie. Actually it isn't that bad at all.

Of course, there isn't much detail in the movie, what's the monster? An alien? How it come about? What happen in the end? Is it the only one? So many things are left not explained, but can be understood. Why? You might ask, because the main focus point of the movie is not about the alien.

At the ending part, when the lead actor and actress died from the bombings... Isn't it touching that they can at least die together and tell each other how much they love each other before they die?

Many people can say this out of pure fun, or maybe no restriction in revealing their feelings, but there are some people out there who are just unable to express themselves.

Highly recommended for lovers and lovers-to-be to watch the show, then please hug each other after the show, and tell your loved ones how much you really love him/her. Sometimes actions are not enough, you need to say it directly with passion and love from your heart, to let him/her feel it.

For the first timer seeing my blog, these reviews are mostly from my own opinions, and do not really reflect the movie.

After this show, i just want to tell "her" how much i really love her, which i did not do so 5 years back, if the clock can be turned back, i would have hold her in my arms, look her in her eyes, and told her "I Love You" from my heart. But i know time can never be turned back, so, i'm facing up to reality and the regrets i have, to try and find ways and times, just to tell her this time, "although you or me might have changed, although my love for you might have decreased, or you might not love me anymore, i just want to tell you how much i love you truly even up till today".

Rate: 8.5/10