First hands on at work!

Today is the first day that I actually did some parts of my job scope myself. I knew I must have lazed around too much, and abit too cautious on my first try. I actually have to work overtime to finish a small amount of work that would have required much lesser time. But still, I think I still made some minor mistakes and some confusion over some small parts. Well, I think I will go back to work tomorrow and ask my upper study about the queries I have, even if they seem stupid a question to ask. Its time to start my brain working, work at an efficient rate and produce quality work. I’ve been too lazy for these past few months… And I actually didn’t update my blog at all! Nonetheless, the blog posts for these past months will be up, I am actually writing everything in words currently first before posting them up. And I notice something strange, whenever I am at work, I would have loss of appetite, bad stomachache, nauseous and wanted to vomit, I don’t know why, maybe it’s the stress? Or am I suffering from depression? Anyway, I hope these symptoms end soon…

19/12/05