Graduated... looking back...

July 28th, i booked out early despite just under went 2 days straight of Live Range Rifle Shooting Test (2-3hrs sleep each day), took a cab with Mario home so i could take a shower and appear fresh for my graduation ceremony this day, punctually...

But while i was waiting for Han Boon, well... we were both late... so we ended up standing outside, and i was bored to death standing alone in the queue. Until Jerryl started a conversation along, we knew each other during one of the semester when we were in the same class. Actually the whole ceremony was like very fast or something. After waited for quite some time outside, the queue started to move slowly to slot into the queue accordingly to the stage for presentation of certificates (holder without cert... xD). I gave the name slip... went over, shook that guy hand, forced a smile from my face holding the holder, and then moved off... Just suddenly a thought came to my mind... why did i rush so badly for this ceremony... i was alone in there, friends not nearby (didnt come back in or move off already), and my mum did not come (since i didnt confirm with her whether i'll be home today, she went to work)... it was like so meaningless...

Then i thought i heard moving off to block "F" to collect my cert, so i move along... wondering why it was block "F". I reached "E", saw lina chong, a lecturer in charge of the cca one, chatted a short while with her and then moved off to "F". I was there, moving around aimlessly, for wat seemed like 10mins, "this cant be the place" i thought. Then Ah Boon called and asked where i was, and then i realised i screwed up, it was "S-129" instead... Then i went over to the food court, saw no one, went over the side, no one, so i moved on... back to the block where i have been studying for the 3 years... then realised it was "I"... =.= Then i doubled quickly back to the food court, still no one, so i thought i might be at the wrong end... and so i was... Felt bad to make Xiaoqi waited for me there. Then both of us went off together to collect the certs. It was abit blur at first since Agnes said it was 3rd floor, but "129" should be first floor mah... so after abit of jumble up, we finally got to that place. At the same time i met DiHao & Lawrence too, finally, more friends, xD.

After we were done, both of us went to the NYP Lounge together. Over there, i saw Agnes again (supposedly she said she was gona meet friends, so strange eh...), Lawrence, and then finally Daniel, Jayson, Shivani & her MUM(Dad also maybe)! Oh ya, oh ya, Diana also, OMG, she was so skinny, a really big difference compared to year 1. I was abit shocked to hear from her that she broke up with her boyfriend, since she was very serious in the relationship, maybe her boyfriend's possessive behaviour isnt something she could tolerate further. Actually i wanted to take a photo with everyone one, just that no one is around, and i have no camera, the thought went off straight...

After finishing up my food, i went to the computer lab on level 4 with Xiaoqi to find Daniel and Yanting. Really really envy those outside with so much free time, once again, the boredom of NS surfaced. They were trying to get materials for the exams for Sun's Java Certified i guess. Then shortly after, daniel left for Matthew & gang. Well... i used the opportunity to changed my expired password (which is abit pointless maybe). Well, then afterwards, Xiaoqi, Yanting and me went over to Bishan J8 to grab a bite at KFC, which was decided after MUCH decision making, lol. I think we were done eating at around 2pm or so, i only drank a cup of lemon tea as i was still feeling bloated. Actually i wanted to move off after the 'lunch' so that i could go back home to hang the clothes that i brought back and washed earlier before i went for the graduation ceremony. But it was like so long since i really have a "REAL LIFE". Im not sure about qi and yanyan... but i really enjoyed moving around with them, talking, chatting, joking at times. Then at around 4pm, i decided to leave, and told them i was going back home to hang my clothes, if time/circumstances would allowed, i would have stayed around longer with them, until they meet up with Agnes & the rest for dinner.

I went back to AMK, bought comics for this week at the usual shop, met up with Joey for a quick dinner at Sumo House before taking a cab back home, since i wanted to hang my clothes fast, or else they wont dry in time. After i reached home, i quickly changed to my shorts and started hanging all my clothes, by the time i was done, it was like... 5.30pm already. There was simply no chance they would dry in time.

By 8.00pm, my mum returned home and ironed my uniforms, making them dry, neat and tidy. Luckily i still have her with me. But the rest of my laundry well... still remained wet at this point in time (1.20am). After finishing this entry, i think i gona have to pack them in anyway, i have no choice since i needed to book in at 6.45am very early later and i really need abit of sleep at this point in time.

And oh ya... the earlier hours in company of qi and yanyan, really brought back alot of memories and made me really look back into my poly life, and reflect on it. There had been alot of times where i had made alot of stupid decisions and mistakes, wrong decisions maybe, sometime i had no choice, sometime i dont feel like taking care of anything and things as such. There was mostly no life in my poly years, which now i have to learn to reflect on why it was so, and try to adjust myself, to prepare myself for after NS (i dont think i will have any real life while in NS). Gah, im not really sure wat im trying to write now also, but if time would have permitted, i wished that i could relive my 3yrs of poly life again... And listening to songs, depicts parts and parcels of moments in my poly life, no one knew, but each and every single song that i learnt by heart actually carries certain meaning, with regards to someone, some matters, some time, some feelings. Not even my best pal Joey will know all the songs tat i learnt (only some)... Images will appear everytime i sing to myself the songs, one of the way to keep my brain in storage of memories (sad or happy...) that really meant alot to me... haha... i really really regret all decisions and mistakes made in these years... all except for one...

Oh well... time to silence Joey on MSN, and get myself to bed after packing... nitez... Signing off...